Thursday, November 27, 2008

packin'


The last time I went to California was an extremely quick trip for an exit interview and associated junks at Collab. I went there carrying only my laptop and came back the next day with no baggage (in all senses of the word)

This time around, being a far more exciting trip, I feel like I'm packing for a 3 day sojourn to a deserted island.

What do you need for 3 days away from normal life?
(and with a slew of papers due the following week)

x Ulysses, Joyce
x Sentimental Education, Flaubert
x Short Works of Dostoevsky, Himself
x Nightwood, Djuna Barnes
x Selected Critical Essays, Oscar Wilde
x printout of On style, Susan Sontag
x 3 class notebooks, 1 pen
x ipod micro, containing selections of:
sam cooke, otis redding, liz phair (the first 2 albums),
yo-yo ma (cello suites), other artists i'm not ready to confess
an affinity towards etc.
x 2 pairs pants, 2 shirts, 1 nice shirt, plenty o' undergarments

^^^ and on top of all this, add:

x laptop, phone, chargers etc
x stickers for baby girl hayden
x printout of iteniary, barcoded for "quick check in"
x wallet + keys, light weather jacket

and i'm even backing up my laptop for the first time in a year or so.

(hopefully this doesn't jinx anything)

I basically feel like I'm packing far too much, yet it doesn't *look* like much till you start listing it all out.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

price resistance is futile

The subtle wickedness of stuff, via a piece of journalism in the nytimes b-section:
For Ms. Hunt and for millions of mothers across the nation, this holiday season is turning into a time of sacrifice. Weathering the first severe economic downturn of their adult lives, these women are discovering that a practice they once indulged without thinking about it, shopping a bit for themselves at the holidays, has to give way to their children’s wish lists.

“I want her to be able to look back,” Ms. Hunt declared, “and say, ‘Even though they were tough times, my mom was still able to give me stuff.’ [..]
and some guy channeling his inner Grinch:
“While times are difficult, the last thing parents are going to cut from their budget is the Christmas present for their child,” said Gerald L. Storch, chairman and chief executive of Toys “R” Us. “We are not seeing price resistance for the hot toys.”

Monday, November 24, 2008

rubber band balls need not be circular


circles r for squares

(nonlinear rubber band ball)

rubber band ball, cont'd


multiculti rubber band ball

rubber band ball


lots and lots of experiences

david lynch will tell you which way the wind blows


David Lynch's daily weather report is weird, wonderful, and worth your time.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

oscar wilde corner: the notion of one great experience

We can have in life but one great experience at best,
and the secret of life is to reproduce that experience as often
as possible.
-- Oscar Wilde in The Picture of Dorian Gray
Is there only one great experience in life? 

In the Wilde novel this quote comes from, Dorian goes off on a multi-year bad behavior bender but he is basically just repeating everything he read about in the poisonous book (actually a real book: Huysmans' Against Nature).

Elsewhere in letters it's a crush rather than a book that is the one great experience. Humbert Humbert in Lolita repeats his interrupted childhood relationship with Annabel; the implied reasoning being that Humbert as a youngin' had a frozen desire ensconced within his person as a result of Annabel's early death. Thus grown-up Humbert's desire is only [ahem] thawed out with a similarly young girl.    

Okay fine- so but why the drive to repeat this one great experience?  

It's worth looking closely at the difference in the first experience vs. the repetition: 

Dorian reads the book and repeats everything in it (some parts of the text are even nearly verbatim from Against Nature) but goes further: there are a number of references to 'unspeakable acts' with young aristocratic men, time around the opium dens, etc. that are nowhere in the actual poisonous book. The act of repeating the things he read about opens up lots of other new experiences. Likewise, Humbert goes on a big crazy road trip interspersed with new experiences and unspeakable acts similar to Dorian's bender.  

So maybe the secret of life with one's one great experience is that the *repetition* of one's OGE is actually the prime mover of opening up *new* experiences.  Maybe one repeats their OGE whether one is conscious of it or not. Maybe this questionable awareness is why it's the secret of life and not the openly known fact of life.

(and maybe one great repeated experience has a revealing acronym - OGRE)
Ogres are often boring creatures used to habit and not coming out at night. [cf. wikipedia]
(hmm)

This is all intwined with how we take in new information via experience.  Wilde's quote in context lends some additional weight in this direction:
"My dear Gladys!" cried Lord Henry. "How can you say that?
Romance lives by repetition, and repetition converts an
appetite into an art. Besides, each time that one loves is
the only time one has ever loved. Difference of object does
not alter singleness of passion. It merely intensifies it.
We can have in life but one great experience at best,
and the secret of life is to reproduce that experience as often
as possible."
The notion of one great experience and its repetition is like a big rubber band ball. 

New experiences are rubber bands - of varying sizes and shapes - all of which intensify the original ball. Maybe its worth considering the size and shape of the great experience(s) one goes about intensifying via day to day life? 

And maybe the rubber band ball itself is art!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

that that that

that |ðat; ðət|
  pronoun ( pl. those |ðōz|), 
  adjective ( pl. those |ðəʊz|), 
  adverb [as submodifier], 
  conjunction

The function of that is flexible.  It has been used since the 11th century (!) and is related to the Dutch dat and German das.  It (that is to say that) also makes me think of celle-ci and celle-là in French.

This is all to say that that is a crafty word.  It gets around. 

(the os-x dict entry for that is really quite something)

Friday, November 21, 2008

tender buttons

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

look at this thing i've written

An old profile of a young Dave Wallace reveals the best defense of fiction you'll read today:
"Writing fiction takes me out of time," he explains. "I sit down and the clock will not exist for me for a few hours. That's probably as close to immortal as we'll ever get. I'm scared of sounding pretentious because anyone who writes fiction is saying, 'Look at this thing I've written.'"

All that is left of his pie is the graham-cracker crust, which he mashes against the plate with his fork. Before he gets up from the table, he decides to make another stab at explaining what he hopes to accomplish as a writer. "I spent a lot of time as a volunteer in a nursing home in Amherst last summer. I was reading Dante's Divine Comedy to an old man, Mr. Shulman. One day, I asked him where he was from. He said, 'Just east of here, the Rockies.' I said, 'Mr. Shulman, the Rockies are west of here.' He did a voilà with his hands and then said, 'I move mountains.' That stuck with me. Fiction either moves mountains or it's boring; it moves mountains or it sits on its ass."
[via mcswy's]

7 habits of highly effective supreme court justices

William Rehnquist, the kind of guy that keeps a hardbound notebook:
Also released were the future justice’s meticulous notes from law school, which he kept in handsome hardbound volumes and sometimes illustrated with proficient line drawings, and a journal he had kept off and on starting in 1947. In the journal, Justice Rehnquist made notes on what he was reading (“undoubtedly Dewey does not wish his ideas carried to logical conclusion”) and where he was hiking, recorded “poker winnings of a dollar,” and transcribed quotations from, among others, Montesquieu, Goethe and Ring Lardner.
[via nytimes]

Sunday, November 16, 2008

found images corner: past several days

Disconnected remarks, chance meetings turn into proofs of the utmost clarity in the eyes of the imaginative man, if he has any fire in his heart.

^^^ Schiller









And something from my sticky notes - cut and pasted several weeks ago so that it could be passed on to religion & modernity (and william blake lovin') Professor Kroeber - originating (i think?) from a post somewhere on Leonard's blog:
I do know the source of these remarks: they stem from the eternal conflict between two philosophes in my mind. These are the hippy-dippy Carl Sagan atheist who says "You don't need God to have a good time, man; look at all the wonder in the natural universe!", and the cranky Richard Dawkins atheist who says "The wonder is all in your brain, you pothead! Not distributed throughout the universe!"

Friday, November 14, 2008

fall candy is dandy



FALL CANDY IS DELICIOUS

(putting on gender stereotype hat)

girls are so awesome at this sort of thing

Monday, November 10, 2008

your dirty arts can never be clean

Stanley Fish writes a worthwhile essay about the APA ban on participation in interrogation, at Guantanamo Bay in particular.

He makes a curious distinction between traditional medicine and the 'art' of psychology:
As a matter of fact, psychological skills are purchased and deployed as commodities all the time. Law firms employ jury consultants to assess the psychological make-up of prospective jurists and give advice about the appeals and emotional triggers that might sway (i.e., manipulate) them. Every viewer of “Law and Order” knows the good-cop-bad-cop routine, a strategy of interrogation designed to put suspects off balance and gain their confidence by creating a false sense of comradeship.
[..]

The ancient art of rhetoric comes into being because men and women are susceptible to base appeals; that susceptibility has been mapped and scientifically described by the modern art of psychology.
Mr Fish paints the grim image of rogue physicians who employ their 'medical arts' as a commodity; a means for hire to the highest bidder.  The APA ban is years overdue; regardless of whether psychology is a broader field of medicine, science, or art.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

physics, english, and ulysses


There is a distinct difference between the liberal and analytic arts; specifically between physics and English lit classes.

In physics, you attend a lecture twice a week for an hour and a half. There is the usual discussion of class business for the first few minutes. You watch the professor do a series of problems on the board, say about gravity for example. This is really just a formality though, because there is no way you can do any of these problems yourself just by watching the Prof at the blackboard.

The real work - the heavy lifting - is in the problem sets. The homework sets take a looong time and require lots of flipping through the book. Eventually, you see similarities between the types of problems [ie, simple motion, energy, momentum; man-in-elevator, block-on-a-string]

If things go well, you do a slew of problems and are able to do similar ones on the final exam.

The real work is on your own time; just solving lots and lots of problems.

In English lit classes, you attend lecture twice a week along w/ an hour long recitation section. The professor begins class by writing a few things on the board, sometimes a quote from an author or lit critic. These are usually worth writing down. The lecture consists of, basically, aesthetic criticism - an art in its own right - of the book currently being read.

If you have read the book before class, the lecture is engrossing b/c you remember things in the book and connect them in different ways. If you have not read for class, the lecture is still engaging because it makes you excited to read the book.

The heavy lifting for lit classes is doing all the reading, but its made easier (or possible) by the lectures. The process of hearing someone talk about the book actually leads you to hear their voice while you are reading - this is what happens for me anyway - so right now, it feels like I'm reading Ulysses with Professor Kitcher in the background, doing the voices in his mock-Irish accent.

The role of attention is huge in both of these classes. 

In physics you can pay attention very closely in lecture but still come away with little - this was my experience. In English, the more attention you pay, the more you take away. The experience of reading the books for class, and books in general really, is more enriching.

In physics, the point is just to solve the problems. You do a slew of them for exercise and then run the race in the final exam, which is always timed and never possible to finish in its entirety. That is, its a focus on ends. In english the focus is more on the means. The class lectures give you the means to really take in the books, and perhaps the world, in a deeper way.

This is a striking difference to the anti-school attitude that was around (is still around?) some parts of tech culture: why go to college? you can just read the books and figure it out

While it's possible to 'figure it out' from books alone - and maybe program in C after reading the K&R book - it's rarely an instant effortless process à la Good Will Hunting.  There is something squishy and touchy-feely and very real and important about the way we take in new information.  

Of course, watching physics equations / math problems done on the blackboard might even have the same effect as an English lecture for other folks.  It's all very subjective. 

Friday, November 7, 2008

sound-it-out spelling corner

conscience: con-SCIENCE
unconscious: un-con-SKY-US
experience: exs-per-I-ence

(etc)

Thursday, November 6, 2008

more baers ragging on journalism corner

a mark twain quote sent from dad:
If you don't read the newspapers, you are uninformed.
If you do read the newspapers, you are misinformed.
...and if you carry a newspaper, you are uniformed.

year of the trial-size dove bar

The most visible reaction to flat growth? More advertising:


Is any of this effective?  I mean, outside of the first "wow, thats awful", doesn't this just corrode people's attention even further, push more of us deeper under the tarp we're all already hiding under?

Is everything in IJ coming true?  If I hear anything about the possibility of annular fusion, I'm heading out of the northeast..

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

wow.

The outpouring of affection over Obama is in full gush --

There has been so much love in the air today that the 5% drop across all the major equities markets didn't even register more than a blip in the major news media.

I look forward to the New Yorker's unabashed open love letter to the president-elect next week. 

Seriously, it really has felt like the first nice day in months.
There is happiness and grade school goodness in the air. Examples from campus:





the ulysses effect

Phrases that linger:

May I trespass on your valuable space.

I called you naughty darling because i do not like that other world.

(cf. Ulysses, chapter 2 and 8)